The last few days have been very strange, to say the least. Someone I deeply care for made a statement that hit me like a kick in the stomach. Since that moment a disquieting sadness has lingered in the back of my mind. On the other hand, I also feel very numb. It seems the situation has unearthed some long-settled doubts. Perhaps in some part of my unconscious mind, I think the statement might be true.
I suppose I had never experienced anything but empathy and warmth from the person, so the statement felt like a betrayal.
I suppose I should be happy that periods of sustained doubt have not been the norm in my life.
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- 3.I.
- Recent university grad, somewhere in the gray area of early- and mid-20s.
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Was there a reason (s)he made the statement? Was it intended for hurting you, or did (s)he try and clear something up a bit clumsily.
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